Where only the devil within us comes to read, love, laugh and appreciate the thoughts of the silent one living in his unforgettable despair. Even though this is a happy blog.

Wednesday, 18 December 2013

TUMBLR ACTIVE.

So yeah guys, I'll post lesser here.
Cause now I'll be more active on Tumblr and Twitter.
And of course work too.
Sorry for not updating here often.
I always just think of this webpage as a diary on how I could look back on next time.
But, it's always been empty.
When I got the job at KFC, I didn't even bothered to type it out anymore.
At least well, the thought was there, but I just didn't want to update.
Cause there's no one who would actually see this webpage right?
I'm not famous, not a celebrity.
I'm just a average person roaming around Singapore, doing useless stuff.
And no one would take notice of me.
Just too silent and invisible to everyone around me.
So it's just that.
I'll try to keep this page active, but I'll be more on Tumblr.
And here it is. → ephttiaxent.tumblr.com
Yeah, once again, it's in the middle of the night.
Guess I'm more emotional during the night, am I right?
Well, everybody is, but I just think through of every little inciting thought.
And it always doesn't end well.
By the way, first pay on 22nd December yay. :D
Ohwell, goodnights.

Monday, 4 November 2013

ONE WEEK OF ADVENTURES OMGG YAY

SO I AM BACK FROM A WHOLE WEEK OF STAYING AWAY FROM HOME.
LEMME TELL YOU, IT'S AWESOME. :DD
Alright no more caps.

Anyways, for the first four days, I was at the Sec2 Adventure Camp.
It's supposed to be scheduled just after the June holidays.
But it was postponed due to the haze.
Well, at first I thought of it as a drag, and didn't want to go.
Cause we would be thrown into groups with many people from other classes.
I'm an anti-social person, okay?
And it turned out better than I expected it to be.
So I was in Group 1, we named ourselves the Wild Ones. :B
Mainly because we were crazy people.

So on the first day, we went from Singapore to Kota Tinggi, Malaysia.
We were informed to be staying at a resort. Tanjung Sutera Resort.
And then they gave us 8-men tents to ruin the moment.
Built our tents in the afternoon, then there were team bonding activities.
We were already so united HAHA.
Cheating on Human Entanglement and then winning in a 23-men jump rope.
Awesome ehh? HUEHUEHUEHUEHUE
Had dinner, and we were in charge for a "food cheer."
Then we went for stargazing wow.
Let me tell you, the clear sky there let me see all those awesome constellations.
I saw Aquila, Cassiopeia, Andromeda, and even my horoscope, Aries. :B
Sadly after all that it was wash up and then time for sleep.
Damian and I actually couldn't sleep, he was being hit by all the members while asleep.
While I had the stupidest reason, being in need of the washroom. zzz.
And that's it for Day 1. :D

Day 2 we had some water obstacle activities
Where we need to rely on ropes to cross to the other side.
And we had to build a raft too. Ugh pioneering.
So me, Damian, Johnson and Jermin took charge in teaching our group knots.
Then we build a raft that got spoilt on the way to the water. LOL
But it still was able to carry four people afloat and move.
After that we went for abseiling and a visit to the kampong nearby.
I saw how peaceful the life there was, and how they were all united.
They're awesome, compared to me, I just don't understand how is shit in Singapore.
We then ate dinner and had campfire preparations, where we thought of cheers.
Then it was sleep time and yeah, end of Day 2.

In Day 3, we went sightseeing.
The reason I call it sightseeing is cause we didn't have to really do any activities.
All I did the whole time was just sleep in the relaxing bus.
Awesome way to let us catch up on sleep. :P
So we went to the fruit farm, the bunkers of WWII.
But there was this place too, Mahai Campsite. And I would never want to camp there LOL.
Lunch was served there though, and it was, to my surprise, delicious.
Then we went back to our resort, and had dinner, before the campfire.
During the campfire, I was actually impressed with our performance.
Cause during camp preparation, many members weren't serious, and I hated it.
But they all suddenly showed off their hard work, and giving it their all.
And I was of course surprised, it lightened up my mood, and made me enjoy the campfire.
Of course, as a group, not an individual.
After that, we had a short group meetup, and we then went to sleep and end of Day 3.

Day 4, the last day of the Sec2 Adventure Camp.
We all felt reluctant to go home and be separated.
Thinking about the first day where we all thought of this camp to be a drag.
Then now thinking it as a regret for people who didn't go to the camp.
Well, the only thing I was really happy about is that I didn't be in a group with people I hated.
You know, people which I have a grudge with.
Or the people which would trigger my "YOU DIE TODAY" mode.
And yeah, kinda awesome, and then we went back to Singapore in our classes.
Well that's the end of the Sec2 Adventure Camp era.
But that means there's another starting!
JPS;6A;2011 CHALET YAY.

Day 5, 1st day of chalet. :D
Me, Sean, Reiko and Wanchin went to meetup at 12
Cause the rest had training, or just couldn't make it.
Pepper Lunch for lunch. LOL that's the purpose anyways?
So we four went to book in first, and unload our things, before slacking off.
We played cards on the bed, then went for Subway as dinner.
Back to the chalet, and lent some MTB for night cycle.
The first day was totally awesome, even though we wasted so much time HAHA.
Cycled all around, found some swings, and had our fun before heading back.
After that we went for a drink and headed to sleep.

Day 6, 2nd day of chalet. :B
Estee, Jinyu, Leslie and Seng Kang came earlier than I expected.
We went to sleep at 3+ am yesterday, except Reiko, so we were super tired.
Sean was the one that woke us all up, cause he woke up at 5+ zzz.
siaoone wake up so early.
Anyways, we went to Wild Wild Wet after breakfast at Mac.
Then we had so much fun, before it started raining.
We went to sheltered area to talk, before heading back to play.
Shortly after, Reiko, Leslie and Seng Kang went back, but the rest of us continued to have fun.
After that, we went back to chalet for an awesome barbecue.
Thank you Mama Lee. :P
After that, we went for some poker, surprisingly didn't win nor lose any money.
Boss la sial. :B
Then they all went to sleep, while I decided to sleep on the floor cause it's too cold in the bedroom.
And that's the end of the day.

Day 7, last day of chalet.
Everyone woke up at 9.30, except me.
Cause I think some idiot woke me up while I was sleeping on the stairs.
Thereafter, I was forced to try out different sleeping positions.
Like sleeping on two chairs, on the floor, in mediating position etc.
Stupid la sial, but well I don't want to get cold again.
Went to check out, then to White Sands for breakfast before heading home.
Then it was the end of fun as I went back to catch up on sleep in bed.
Slept from 1 until 10 wow. o.o
And yeah, that's it for the week, and it's been a long time since I blogged LOL.

Bonus: I found out some special stuffs about my clique just after the camp.
           From an inside spy, I was thought to be a fake by my clique.
           And so I was becoming more rejected from them.
           Well, never mind that anymore, I couldn't care less.
           After all these years of trying, I decided to go with the flow instead.
           You know who you are.
           And if you are able to find this blog, you should be happy.
           Cause you have something new to gossip again, good for you.
           HUH YOU BACKSTABBER.

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

EXAMS ARE OVER :DDD

So today was the last day of exams!
YAYYYY. :DDD
I'm pretty screwed for some papers, but overall I should be okay. :P
Also, fun fact. All of the papers are set by the specific class' teacher! D:
Well, it was 2 Sapphire. LOL
The teachers set the paper all very hard lor, I almost died everywhere.

But it's also mainly because I didn't study for anything.
Except Maths, but only for 30 minutes. xD
Wow, it's been so long since I used that face. HAHAHA
Anyways, I had to memorize the formulas for Maths otherwise I would had failed.
OOPS LUCKY ME. :B
The exams actually don't matter to me, as I don't want to go to a good class.
I got this mentality that if I'd go to a good class, I would flunk everything, then get low grades.
So why not go to a bad class, and score greatly? Then I'll get good grades.
Been hanging out with Anson and the rest after every single paper.
We would just go and enjoy ourselves and don't care. :V
Well they did study in the end when they reached home, but I'll just sleep.
Sleep through the rest of the day, that's what I do best. :X
Other than eating and playing the electric guitar duhh. :P
So yeah, just a little update.
And I might get into fucking trouble just because of that hair incident.
Stupid Simon Gan just won't rest the stupid case.
Ohwell, I'll just ignore the world and carry on with my crazy fantasy.
And yeah, ending this post with this. For the old times. :D
~Lightningzxc~


Monday, 23 September 2013

HAIRCUTS. :x

So today I had a haircut because of SIMON GAN. 
He is an fucking bitch, really. 
Anyways, so today I was in the RTO room. 
Just because SIMON GAN took it as an DM case. 
I LITERALLY DID FUCKING NOTHING TO HIM. 
Seriously, how does long hair affect learning or whatsoever? 
It's just a fashion statement. URGH. 
Ohwell, I skipped lessons for the whole day due to being in the RTO room. 
And for those of you to don't know what RTO room is.
It is an empty room for students to REFLECT in for stupid reasons. 
Not for idiots to send students there to be CONDEMNED. 
Like what the fuck mate. 
Anyways, I'm also supposingly needed to go to the RTO room tomorrow also. 
So I'll be skipping all the lessons again. 
And doing nothing at all in an empty space for six hours. 

How I wish I lived in America. 
It's like there's so many awesome people there. 
And there isn't a judgemental society there, unlike Singapore. 
Ohya,  it's 32°C now in Singapore. 
For the people around the world, it's 305K and 89.6°F
And even with the ceiling fan at full speed I'm still sweating like hell. 
Also, here's a new photo of me with my cut hair. 

Saturday, 7 September 2013

BOREDOM D:

So it's already the third day of the holidays. 
And I have not done anything awesome at all. 
This is my life on a goddamn holiday. 
Maybe if I was in another country I would have something nicer to do. 
But noo. Cause I'm in overly mainstream Singapore. 
And because I got no friends. #nofriends
I don't have anything to do, but I want to make use of my holiday. 
So I wanted to compose songs. :P 
And then my lazy instincts kick in. 
GODDAMMIT URGH. 
Hey, can't blame me, my whole family is lazy. 
HAHA I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life maybe. 
That's why I'm still on my bed when it's 1pm already. 
I need to get up and do stuff already, so goodbye. :B