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Tuesday, 9 October 2012

Today was a harsh day.

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SO, today was a horrible day for me. 
Many unlucky things happened. 
Flunked my Geography paper, looking at the one I like with someone else. 
Getting left out, class outing cancelled. 
AND MORE. 
Well, I just think it's stupid. 
Feeling that everyone despise me, hate me. 
I didn't confirmed that until I eavesdropped on Esther and the rest. 
But well, maybe it's cause of my past that many people detest me. 
And in the end, I still have to live and move on, tolerating this shit. 

Then, I thought to myself, "What did I do wrong?"
"I already tried to change."
"I improved a lot already."
"Isn't that enough?" 
But well, it's life. 
And then I just live on, thinking it's just a unlucky day. 
Just keep looking forward, and live your life. 

That's all I have to say today, so yeah. 
Maybe it's karma, maybe it's bad luck.
And luckily it's over, thank god.
But yeah, it's life.
kbye, maths paper 1 tomorrow.  
 


1 comment:

  1. Heyy. I saw the change, i know you tried really hard. You tried to control your emotions now, not like last time you just shout out and fight with teacher. So sorry.

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