The timid Aries

Once there was an Aries.
An Aries that was in love.
He tries many ways to confess to her, but he was timid.
The Aries keeps thinking of the bad parts.
"Will I bring her happiness?"
"Will we last long?"
These two sentences always runs through his mind.
One day, the Aries realized that his crush has a boyfriend.
The Aries was saddened.
He didn't and couldn't do anything to get her.
After a while later, he was still holding hope.
The Aries tried to forget her and treat her as a friend, but he can't.
His feelings for her still hold on, refusing to give up hope.
On that day, when he realized that her and her boyfriend broke up.
He was in fact, happy.
Aries knew it was wrong, but soon enough, he knew that the boy played with her.
The Aries went to help her with her troubled heart.
Even after all that, the Aries still was timid.
He still won't confess.
And every time he tries, the girl was shocked and he had to make an excuse.
Then he realized, someone else likes her too.
It was one of his best friend, and he don't know what to do.
Possibly, he thinks, it was just a sudden state of lovesick.
But he still wants to do something.
What should he do?

The Aries of course is me, not being able to handle anything if things goes wrong.
I pity myself for being such an useless person.
If anyone can help me overcome my fear, I'll be so happy.
But can anyone do it? Not possible.
What a hearty post. D: